Just Wait

Wait, hold on, just wait
I'm just trying to be
please, please don't remind me
keep my mind free
please, please just wait

History is not free for me
its full of junk I'd rather
I'd rather forget
or could forget, so
hold on, just wait
please, please just wait

In my mind all I remember
I need to work through this
need to figure it all out
need to know where I'm going
I need to be the driver
Or at least the person with the map
emotionally I'm a wreck.

So, hold on, just wait

I'm just trying to be
please, please don't remind me
keep my mind free
please, please just wait

How can I be free?
How can I be healed?
How do I just deal?
How do I trust an
outcome I don't understand?
How can I be free?

So, hold on, just wait

I'm just trying to be
please, please don't remind me
keep my mind free
please, please just wait