Being Indecisive

I'm feeling indecisive today. I'm not even sure what I want to write about. There is the fact that it is fall, and the fall always makes me home sick (more then any other time of year). Or the fact that fall means I will probably not be able to use my nose for the next two or three months (depending on when it starts snowing). Or I could write about my roommates coming home at 1:30am last night and waking me up (screaming and laughing in the kitchen right next to bedroom is not nice...). Or the fact that I still do not have internet set up in my apartment, although Verizon did send out the first bill (fun, fun, fun).

I don't even have a good poem up my sleeve or a short story to pound out in 45 mins. I hate being indecisive.

The funny thing is that I always feel really indecisive after I have made a lot of decisions. And I've made a lot of decisions lately. Renting a car and driving home for the labor day weekend, running a 5k, making a goal of writing at least an hour every night after work, and add all that to a bunch of decisions at work. Perhaps having a little bit of indecisiveness in not a bad thing. And yet I get really annoyed when other people can't, or won't make up their minds. No one wants to step on anyone Else's toes, so no one in a group will put their foot down and decide to do something. My friends from high school were notorious for this, we would end up doing nothing, because none of us (myself included) could make up their minds.

Then of course there is the problem when one person is always making the decisions and plans. I go through fazes when I want to make all the plans and others where I don't want to think and I want someone else to make them all. Does everyone do this? Or am I the only one who just can't make up their mind? Anyone else feeling indecisive today?