Alone

Today I loose my second roommate. I had to say goodbye yesterday, because she was going to breakfast this morning and by the time I get home tonight she will most likely be gone. So until I find another roommate, I am going to be alone. Alone in my apartment, this is a very bad thing. I'm one of those people who should never be left completely alone.

Yes, I love being alone. I hate large groups of people and big parties. I tend to hang out with people I know. But when I am left completely alone, I tend to do very unproductive things. Which I am not going to let myself do this weekend. I am going to be cleaning and re-decorating the apartment and doing a lot of laundry. And I am making myself go to church on Sundays. This way I can be health.

And when I talk about unhealthy, I'm not talking about killing myself or using drugs. My unhealthy self is sleeping all day, eating junk food and watching TV. It means no being proactive, or productive. And believe me I am very good at the bum thing. I'm not even sure where it came from. My parents taught me to work hard.

I guess everyone has something that they do that is not good. Mine seems harmless in some ways, but I know it could lead to other problems...

Update on the Roommate search; I emailed with a girl yesterday who might come and see the apartment this week. We will see.