I spent all this time yesterday cleaning the apartment and waiting for the prospective... And She never showed.
So I feel that sadly I am back to the mere survival aspect of my life. Sure I can re-post the craigslist ad, which I will be doing. But what else can I do? I feel that I am back to waiting for fate to decide whether or not anyone listens to my cry of help which has become a part of the ever expanding void in which the ethos exists, a part of the expanding separation between people.
Take Facebook, which I check everyday (sometimes several times a day). This is suppose to be a net work for friends, for connections. And in some cases (sad as this might sound) it is my only connection to some of my friends. But Facebook is also a way in which we keep our distance. Its like that friend or a friend type this. Its someone you know... you smile at them and wave when you see them. Who knows you might even make random small talk, but you don't really know them. Facebook makes all of your friends like that... if you don't make a effort to make your friends more then someone you stalk every couple of days to see what they are up too.
To return to where I started. So far no roommate. And I guess that means I need to be more proactive about finding one. But how is one more proactive about such things??
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